i contacted Miss Nettle because i wanted to live out my fantasy of dressing in my girdle and pantyhose in a woman's presence and that would end thing. Just something I needed to do to get it out of my system. However, getting it out of my system is turning out to be much harder than i thought. One of our recent session had Miss cutting up on my clothes so i would have to drive home in my spandex super hero custom. This was my idea. But Miss has asked me to find a leather skirt and a woman's blouse and take me cross-dressing beyond my women's under clothing. She said early on that she was going to sissify me further and things seem to be going in that direction.
It is time for me to accept that i am a sissy. Not a man but a sissy. It is hard not to admit it with the pictures and videos posted on the Internet as evidence. She once said i looked more like a Rachel than a randall and sometimes it looks that way. When she called me Rachel it made me feel even weaker at that moment. But she doesn't know that and continues to call me by other names.