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Getting rid of boxers 
07:48am 28/06/2015
mood: anxious
So Mistress Nadia has instructed me that I am to get rid of one pair of boxers a day everyday. I am to do this until they are all gone. I have so few boxers to begin with, it should only take about a week and a half. Then I won't have any choice but to wear panties all the time.
Being trained as a real life sissy by mistress 
06:57am 19/06/2015
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02:39pm 29/07/2009
  anyone looking for a submissive lover   
09:00am 30/04/2009
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07:32pm 29/04/2009
  Miss Nettle knows what i can't admit to myself. That i am a sissy. i want to think that i am a man and not a sissy like her other slaves. After all, i am humiliated when i dress in women's underwear. When i put on those pantyhose and girdle i feel like my cock is about to erupt! Nothing normal makes me feel that way. Normal women, no matter how lovely naked, don't get a rise out of me. That is why i have to turn down all the offers from friends to set me up. i would only disappoint them sexually!

i contacted Miss Nettle because i wanted to live out my fantasy of dressing in my girdle and pantyhose in a woman's presence and that would end thing. Just something I needed to do to get it out of my system. However, getting it out of my system is turning out to be much harder than i thought. One of our recent session had Miss cutting up on my clothes so i would have to drive home in my spandex super hero custom. This was my idea. But Miss has asked me to find a leather skirt and a woman's blouse and take me cross-dressing beyond my women's under clothing. She said early on that she was going to sissify me further and things seem to be going in that direction.

It is time for me to accept that i am a sissy. Not a man but a sissy. It is hard not to admit it with the pictures and videos posted on the Internet as evidence. She once said i looked more like a Rachel than a randall and sometimes it looks that way. When she called me Rachel it made me feel even weaker at that moment. But she doesn't know that and continues to call me by other names.
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11:46am 05/01/2009

This isn't my auction, but you have to see these..
12:24pm 23/11/2008
mood: silly
A few weeks ago teenagedethgrrl decided that I needed cleavage - so she gave me moobs - LoL

The strange thing is that we both kinda liked them......
Now if only they would stay like that when I move around then I might try having moobs more often but unfortunately they sort of just slip away!
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02:40pm 02/11/2008
  Hi there! Just want to share :-) I've met a man, 40 years old (if it's true), father of 3 children, who would like to become a girl. Sort of very serious boss of some company (if it's true, he-he). Today we have been to a make-up store, choosing different unserious things for him. He was shy, unsure and happy :-) We bought him a pink lipstick, day and night cream and some eye-shadows. He was so cute when I forced him to try all this infront of hundreads of customers looking at us.
My life is getting better!
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01:17am 10/08/2008
  Hi  there! I truly love little siy bois and love reading about your aventures ;)  
10:51am 28/07/2008
  It seems lately I'm addicted to feeling girly.

I already wear panties and bra under my clothes, get pedicures which can be hidden under my work shoes; I shave, nair and wax where appropriate. I also do several private things to help myself feel girlier on the inside. However, my Wife/Owner are running out of ideas!

There's a limit to what I can do due to work/kids.

Any ideas?
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Forced feminization or sissification 
11:53pm 21/06/2008
  Something I've done a little bit of but would like to go further with ... forced feminization or sissification. Where a guy is made to be a girl.

So, er, can I please be forced into being a girl? Please!

Force me to dress like a girl, walk like a girl, take cock like a girl. I'll wear the panties you tell me to wear, clean or used by you. I'll dress how you tell me, pleasure anyone you tell me to.

This gets me so hot. Does this get others hot? You want a sissy guy to play with? Think how that would improve your life!
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Making Friends 
11:04pm 09/06/2008
mood: curious

I am new to LJ and this is my first community membership. I love to dress like a sissy slut when I can and be humilated and feminized. It would be great to chat and swap stories with others who also like this fetish. Janine xx

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Hair Removal 
09:39am 28/05/2008
  Does anybody know how much it costs to permanently remove crotch hair, either with lasers or electrolysis?  
National Transgender Day of Remembrance 2007 List of the Dead 
07:22pm 19/11/2007
  I apologize to those who have complained about my lack of lj-cut's. Occasionally, I feel the abuse to ya'll's friends pages warranted. This is one of those times. Other times, I'm just a rude idiot. This is not one of those times. Please forgive me.

Many or most of you probably already know this, but tomorrow, November
20, is the National (in the U.S.) Transgender Day of Remembrance, a day
chosen in remembrance of a transwoman who was killed (Rita Hester) in
order for us all to remember those throughout the year who have been
killed or died because of their gender identity or presentation.

Every year, I post the list of that year's dead, that their names might
be known, where possible, and they might be remembered, even if for
just one day. The Greco-Romans believed that immortality was to be found
in the memory of those still living and this was why they considered a
braggart nature a heroic virtue. Let us thus remember these victims,
who have historically suffered great mutilations in the course of their
murder, as if their killers were trying to erase them from the
photograph of existence.

All the victims from all years past may be found on

After the list of the dead follows the details of the San Jose Day of
Remembbrance which I will be attending. If you live in the area of
Silicon Valley, please come. If not, I beg of you to find out where and
when the nearest remembrance is. Many of the dead were alone when they
died, and many believed they would always be alone even while they
lived. Let not their loneliness continue into the chill after death. Let
them be warmed by the fire of our tears, our thoughts, and our prayers.

Whichever of the alphabet soup you are (LGBTQQIA -- Lesbian, Gay,
Bisexual, Transgender, Questioning, Queer, Intersex, or Ally -- the last
meaning "we invite straight, cisgendered (non-trans) folk too"), please do
this for them.

Lacking a specific formula as yet, I merely call upon the mup gods to
look, read, and remember:
Hermaphroditus, look at the names of the dead.
Ardhanarisvara, read the names of the dead.
Melek Ta'us, remember the names of the dead.
Eris, look at the names of the dead.
Antinous, read the names of the dead.
Hoor-paar-kraat, remember the names of the dead.
Tlazolteotl, look at the names of the dead.
Azathoth, look at the names of the dead.
Pomba-Gira, read the names of the dead.
Inanna, remember the names of the dead.

List of murdered trans people from Nov. 2006 to Nov. 2007.
For more info see:

www.rememberingourd ead.org/day
============ ========= ========= ========= ==
Nakia Ladelle Baker
Location: Nashville, Tennessee
Age: 31 yrs. old
Cause of Death: trauma to the head
Date of Death: January 7, 2007

Hasan Sabeh
Location: Baghdad, Iraq
Age: 34 yrs. old
Cause of death: Stripped and shot dead by an Islamist death squad
Date of death: January 11, 2007

Keittirat Longnawa
Location: Rassada, Thailand
Age: ?
Cause of Death: Beaten by 9 Youths and then they slit her throat
Date of Death: January 31, 2007

Tatiana (Aldomiro Gomes)
Location: Trani, Italy
Age: 57
Cause of Death: Her skull was bashed in, in the middle of the street
Her head was slammed in a car door.
Date of Death: February 18, 2007

Moira Donaire
Location: Viña del Mar, Chile
Age: 30 yrs. Old
Cause of Death: Stabbed 5 times by a street vendor
Date of Death: March 5, 2007

Michelle Carrasco "Chela"
Location: Santiago, Chile
Age: 54 Yrs. Old
Cause of Death: She was found in a pit with her face completely
Date of Death: March 16, 2007

Ruby Rodriguez
Location: San Francisco, California
Age: 27 Yrs. Old
Cause of Death: She had been strangled and was found naked in the
Date of Death: March 16, 2007

Erica Keel
Location: Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
Age: 21 Yrs. Old
Cause of Death: A car repeatedly struck her
Date of Death: March 23, 2007

Bret T. Turner
Location: Madison, Wisconsin
Age: 48 Yrs. Old
Cause of Death: Multiple stab wounds
Date of Death: April 2, 2007

Manuela Di Cesare
Location: Pescara, Italy
Age: 37
Cause of Death: Head smashed by unknown object.
Date of Death: April 21, 2007

Unidentified Male Clad in Female Attire
Location: Kingston, Jamaica
Age: ?
Cause of Death: Gunshot wounds to the chest and lower back
Date of Death: July 7, 2007

Victoria Arellano
Location: San Pedro, California
Age: ?
Cause of Death: She was denied necessary medications to treat
HIV-related side effects.
Date of Death: July 20, 2007

Oscar Mosqueda
Location: Daytona Beach, Florida
Age: ?
Cause of Death: Shot to death
Date of Death: July 29, 2007

Stefania (no found second name)
Location: Roma, Italy
Age: 35
Cause of Death: Violently beaten with skull bashed in.
Date of Death: August 1, 2007

Maribelle Reyes
Location: Houston, Texas
Age: ?
Cause of Death: AIDS; Reyes was turned away from several treatment
centers due to her transgender status.
Date of Death: August 30, 2007

Tuesday, November 20, 2007


The DeFrank Center Ballroom
938 The Alameda San Jose CA

The evening will focus on highlighting the substantial progress made in
understanding and protecting transgender people.

Speaking at the event will be Aejaie Sellers, Executive Director of the
Billy DeFrank LGBT Community Center, Danielle Castro of
TransPowerment, Shelly Prevost, Director of the powerful film "Trained in the way of
men", Reverend Sky Anderson of the San Jose Metropolitan Community
Church and Sylvia Guerrero, The mother of Gwen Araujo.

The evening will conclude with a reading of names for those who lost
their lives due to hate crimes this past year.

For more details please go to: www.reelfreedom.com/DOR_info_2007.htm
08:17am 02/11/2007
mood: cheerful
I love treating inferior men like shit and teaching them the ropes of worship. I like seeing them cry and beg for mercy.
Once in a while I will give them a ray of hope just to take it away. hahah
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09:04pm 17/10/2007
  I hate to admit it and I detest the very word itself, but I am a sissy.
I LOVE the idea of being a girl and living 24/7, and having Hormone Therapy, and even SRS as well.

I LOVE the idea of kneeling before a group of Dominant Females and serving them as their slut and whore.

I LOVE the idea of licking their arses. 
I LOVE the idea of drinking their piss.

I want to be totally and permanently feminised.
but i am too much of a coward and wuss to go through with it on my own.

The internal fight of man vs Woman inside me is slowly driving me insane.  Can You help Mistress??

04:20pm 12/09/2007
  Any tips on Bikini/Brazilian waxing? I'm going to try it, and I want to know what to expect from a Do-It-At-Home experience.

Any tips?
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mistresses have secrets too 
07:45am 20/08/2007
  Fair warning, this greeting is going to be crossposted to several communities as a general introduction.

My handle is Miss Merci Belle and I am a 27 year old female living in the Midwest. While I do have two bachelor degrees I've learned that there are only three loves in my life - my husband, my writing, and kink.

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05:55am 16/04/2007

Want your wife to fuck you with a strapon? 
10:30am 27/01/2007
Erotic Hypnosis MP3: "Wife's Guide to Strapon"

Sissies: Buy this for your wives!

This mp3 is designed for men who secretly want their wives to use a strapon on them and have always wanted to tell them but never have. This mp3 is for WIVES to listen to and gradually eases them into the process without scaring them away.

Before purchasing this, please keep a few things in mind. First of all, hypnosis only works on voluntary participants. You cannot hypnotize someone who does not want to be hypnotized. With that being said, positive results cannot be guaranteed unless your wife is willing to accept what I tell her. It all depends on how well she trusts Me and wants to listen to the mp3. However, I spent nearly 2 weeks carefully plotting out how to "ease" her into this without scaring her away. But needless to say, whether or not she may use a strapon on you, she should at least be open to doing Domination/submission with you which is a main ingredient in this mp3. And if she is not into strapon now, perhaps she will be in the future (at least this will open up the door in her mind in a very positive way and hopefully won't gross her out).

Have a strapon and harness already purchased in your home just in case she is willing to use it on you. If not, consider the possibility of shopping for one together to fit her. Secondly, in this mp3 there are 2 main trigger words which I will state here openly (just in case you don't listen to the mp3). The first one is "Goddess" which - if you say it, will arouse her and make her feel like she is in control. The second word is more of a command than a trigger word (she thinks it is a trigger, but you just know you are to obey her) is "sissy slut" and if she says it, you are to immediately drop to your knees and obey anything she tells you.

Also - and this is VITALLY important. When you buy this mp3 and download it and give it to your wife, please leave the room and close the door when she is listening to it. Otherwise, she will be looking over her shoulder and wondering if you are watching her. If she is looking over her shoulder, it will be harder for her to relax and go "down into a trance" and less willing to follow My instructions. So give her space and just tell her that you have something you'd like her to listen to and if she asks what it is, just tell her that you have a little secret and you're too scared to come out and tell her so you want Me to tell her for you. When she is done listening to it, call her a Goddess and watch what happens!

You are welcome to listen to this mp3 prior to giving it to her. It is a wonderful recording and a GREAT transition for wives and eases them into being willing to taking control in the relationship, being a Goddess, and eventually wearing a strapon in the bedroom. The recording is not sexually explicit and is designed to "share an intimate secret" that husbands desperately wants to share.

(Also, the mp3 is discreetly labeled so they won't be able to guess what the recording is about in case they are on the computer looking at the mp3 player while listening.)

Recording includes:
Erotic hypnosis, being bold in bedroom, taking control in relationship, trying new things, accepting a new secret, being treated like a Goddess, treating husband like a submissive, calling husband a sissy slut, wife demanding foot massages from husband in return for arousal, and opening a locked secret box containing the husband's secret (the strapon) in which she should be totally accepting by that point.

Format: MP3 Download
Sound Quality: Professional First-Rate
Vocal Sound Effects: Reverb
Prop Sound Effects: No
Soft Background Music: Yes
Overdubbing Vocals: Yes
Length: 29 minutes, 43 seconds
Zip File Size: Approx. 56 MB
Price: $35.00

Hear Free Sample Here